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Julianne Helsie. 17. Btngs.
I'm dating the Rockstar

Good morning September. Unang araw pa lang tinatamad na ko pumasok. Hays. Hahahahaha.

❝ Send her messages when she least expects it. Not just every morning, but she’ll definitely loves it when you tell her you remember her at any time of the day. Tell her how much you love her and that she’s the only one you have been thinking of, from the last memory you’ve had before you sleep at night until the moment you open your eyes in the morning. Send her love notes but not like because you’re oblige to do it. And it would not always mean messages through texts. Leave her one that is written on a piece of paper where she can see on her bedside table when she wakes up, or I love yous that is taped on the fridge. Any random notes anywhere in her place would be enough to make her smile all throughout the day. Send her messages to always remind the love that you have for her. Say it to her everyday just like how you keep on telling her those sweet words when you were still courting her. Write to her until she never stops smiling, until she forgets how long you’ve been together. Send her messages like you’re making her fall in love with you over and over again. ❞

— Amanda S. “That Is How You Keep Her” | 9:10PM (via tamads)

Naalala ko lang malapit na pala yung Team Building namin. Puro class officers naman yung kasama. Parang tinatamad ako sumama, pero masaya yun. Resort yung venue eh. At yun lang talaga yung habol ko don pati yung foods syempre hahahahha. Ayoko nung mga activities. Wala lang ge bye.

Anonymous :  May nangyari na ba sa inyo ni Gerrom?

Madami ng nangyari samin.

  • I love it when you initiate things. I love it when you text me first, when you send me morning greetings, sweet and long messages along with those that say everything else will be okay. I love knowing that you care, that you're by my side. I love it when you make me feel I am loved and cared for. I want you to know that I am grateful and these things mean a lot to me.

Magandang gabi. Sarap makipagkulitan kay Gerrom. Hahahahahahahahaha. Ang kulit kulit.

❝ 

Maybe I was just a sucker for bad guys with fragile hearts and dark pasts, for I fell in love with a boy who hated the world.

I fell in love with his unruly hair, songs of pain and sufferings in his iPad and the lost look in his brown eyes. I loved him - God knows I did - and saw past his bitterness and loathing. But my love for him was never enough.

I was never enough.

We’d fight over petty issues, usually ending with my apologies and tears. It was always my fault. The blame was always on me. I tried - God knows I tried - to understand him.

He was a broken, lost boy. My broken, lost boy.

But I came to realize that while I was holding up his broken pieces, I was shattering myself.

I fell in love with a boy who hated the world - and lost who I was in the process.

 ❞

— Reveries (s.b.)

❝ Being your girlfriend, I always have a feeling of jealousy, insecurity and hatred. I know I shouldn’t feel this things but I cant help it. Whenever I see you being so close to any other girls, I feel like I want to murder them and hit you so hard. It makes me jealous even if I know what’s my real worth towards you. You always tell me they’re just your friends but you will never remove that feeling in me. You see, we started as friends too and that scares me because what if you’ll learn to like them just like you liked me when were just starting to have something towards each other. It keeps me feeling so insecure and you cant blame me for that. I love you too much that I couldn’t afford to lose someone like you. I don’t want others to ruin our beautiful relationship. We work so hard for this and it’ll be devastating to be wrecked by unworthy people. This may be too clingy to say but when it comes to you, I don’t want to share. Call me selfish but what is mine is mine. I know you’re not a thing to own but I want all of you. All of your attention, all of your love and all of you. ❞

— yes, i’m clingy.. (xx)

When the professor I hate entered our classroom

I was like:

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Ngayon ko lang ata ito ikkwento. Kasi di na ko masyado makwento ngayon tungkol sa buhay ko. Pero ito na…

Nung first year (1st sem), laging kinikilig yung dalawang kabarkada ko na babae tapos sabi nila ang ganda daw ng boses ni Gerrom. Pangalan pa lang nya alam ko, kasi naririnig ko pa lang. Di ko pa sya nakikita non lol. Kabanda sya nung kaklase ko. Tapos nagkayayaan kami magchowking non, tapos pupunta din daw yung “Jerome” non. Hindi ko pa kasi alam yung spelling nung pangalan nya. Pagkaorder namin may pumasok na lalaki tapos may dalang t-square. Kala ko koreano kasi ang puti tapos medyo chinito, eh sakto ang daming koreano nun sa chowking. Tas tinitigan ko lang sya nun, kasi ang amo nung mukha parang aso. Jk. Yun dun kami unang nagkita. Di pa nya ko kilala nun. 

Tapos Sept ata nung inaccept ko sya sa FB. Sya pala yun kasi di ko din alam kung bakit nacurious ako sa profile nya at tiningnan ko eh hindi naman ako ganun. Ayun tapos sabi ko “Ay sya pala yun!” Kaya inaccept ko. Nalaman ko din yung soundcloud nya, pinakinggan ko yung mga cover nya. Sabi ko sa sarili ko “Tangina ganda ng boses!” Attracted pa naman ako sa ganun. Kaya naging crush ko sya. Tapos January ata? Nakita ko sya sa lawas. Syempre kilala ko na naman kaya nginitian ko. Tapos kinuha nya number ko kay Aloy, nagkatext kami. Naging magfriends, tas hanggang sa naattach na kami sa isat-isa. Niligawan nya ako pati pamilya ko. Tapos naging kami. Simula nung araw na nagkatext kami hanggang ngayon, ganun pa din yung saya ko. Never kong nafeel na ako lang yung bigay ng bigay. Parehas kaming nagbibigayan sa lahat ng bagay. Tapos sobrang maalaga nya pa. Naalala ko dati sinabi nya sakin yung mga gagawin nya kapag nagka gf nya. Sabi ko sakanya “Ang swerte nya.” Tapos ngayon sabi ko “Sobrang swerte ko.” First girlfriend nya ako. Sabi nya ang magiging first girlfriend nya yung magiging last nya din. :’) Ayun.  

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