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Julianne Helsie. 17. Btngs.
Grrm's
❝ Being your girlfriend, I always have a feeling of jealousy, insecurity and hatred. I know I shouldn’t feel this things but I cant help it. Whenever I see you being so close to any other girls, I feel like I want to murder them and hit you so hard. It makes me jealous even if I know what’s my real worth towards you. You always tell me they’re just your friends but you will never remove that feeling in me. You see, we started as friends too and that scares me because what if you’ll learn to like them just like you liked me when were just starting to have something towards each other. It keeps me feeling so insecure and you cant blame me for that. I love you too much that I couldn’t afford to lose someone like you. I don’t want others to ruin our beautiful relationship. We work so hard for this and it’ll be devastating to be wrecked by unworthy people. This may be too clingy to say but when it comes to you, I don’t want to share. Call me selfish but what is mine is mine. I know you’re not a thing to own but I want all of you. All of your attention, all of your love and all of you. ❞

— yes, i’m clingy.. (xx)

When the professor I hate entered our classroom

I was like:

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Ngayon ko lang ata ito ikkwento. Kasi di na ko masyado makwento ngayon tungkol sa buhay ko. Pero ito na…

Nung first year (1st sem), laging kinikilig yung dalawang kabarkada ko na babae tapos sabi nila ang ganda daw ng boses ni Gerrom. Pangalan pa lang nya alam ko, kasi naririnig ko pa lang. Di ko pa sya nakikita non lol. Kabanda sya nung kaklase ko. Tapos nagkayayaan kami magchowking non, tapos pupunta din daw yung “Jerome” non. Hindi ko pa kasi alam yung spelling nung pangalan nya. Pagkaorder namin may pumasok na lalaki tapos may dalang t-square. Kala ko koreano kasi ang puti tapos medyo chinito, eh sakto ang daming koreano nun sa chowking. Tas tinitigan ko lang sya nun, kasi ang amo nung mukha parang aso. Jk. Yun dun kami unang nagkita. Di pa nya ko kilala nun. 

Tapos Sept ata nung inaccept ko sya sa FB. Sya pala yun kasi di ko din alam kung bakit nacurious ako sa profile nya at tiningnan ko eh hindi naman ako ganun. Ayun tapos sabi ko “Ay sya pala yun!” Kaya inaccept ko. Nalaman ko din yung soundcloud nya, pinakinggan ko yung mga cover nya. Sabi ko sa sarili ko “Tangina ganda ng boses!” Attracted pa naman ako sa ganun. Kaya naging crush ko sya. Tapos January ata? Nakita ko sya sa lawas. Syempre kilala ko na naman kaya nginitian ko. Tapos kinuha nya number ko kay Aloy, nagkatext kami. Naging magfriends, tas hanggang sa naattach na kami sa isat-isa. Niligawan nya ako pati pamilya ko. Tapos naging kami. Simula nung araw na nagkatext kami hanggang ngayon, ganun pa din yung saya ko. Never kong nafeel na ako lang yung bigay ng bigay. Parehas kaming nagbibigayan sa lahat ng bagay. Tapos sobrang maalaga nya pa. Naalala ko dati sinabi nya sakin yung mga gagawin nya kapag nagka gf nya. Sabi ko sakanya “Ang swerte nya.” Tapos ngayon sabi ko “Sobrang swerte ko.” First girlfriend nya ako. Sabi nya ang magiging first girlfriend nya yung magiging last nya din. :’) Ayun.  

Anonymous :  Ate. Pwede mo ba ikwento yung sa inyo ni Gerrom? Kung pano kayo nagkakilala, kung kelan nagsimula yung love nyo sa isa't-isa. Naccurious ako kasi hindi ka masyado nagkkwento tungkol sa inyo. Pero kita ko sa mga mata nyo yung love nyo sa isat isa. =)

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. :)

Anonymous :  Hi ate. Di ka na masyadong active. Belated Happy Birthday sayo.

Busy eh. Thank you.

Mas inaalala ko pa yung magiging midterm grade ko sa PE kesa sa Anaphy. </3

Do not allow people to mispronounce your name.

micahlogs :  Ate saan ka po pumapasok? :)

Sa puso mo po. Hahaha jk. LPU-B :)

Akala ko talaga walang magsusurprise sakin ng ganito. Di ko kasi feel na birthday ko pala kahapon. Tapos hindi pa ako tinetext ni Gerrom, monthsary din namin kahapon. Kaya lalo uminit ulo ko. Nagluto nalang akong lasagna at naggawa ng graham. Tapos mag 1 na wala pa din syang text. Kainaman. Tinatawagan ko, pero di sinasagot tapos nirereject pa yung call. Pinabayaan ko nalang, naglinis akong bahay. Tapos pagtingin ko sa phone ko may mga texts na sya puro “Baby :’(” tapos “Baby di ako makahinga.. :’(” Ganyan. So ako kinabahan ako. Tinawagan ko phone nya. Tapos nagulat ako ng yung bestfriend ko sumagot. Sabi nya nasa hospital daw si Gerrom, pupuntahan daw nya ko sa bahay. Binilisan ko nalang maligo, tapos nakapagkulot pa ko ng buhok kahit andun na si Khel sa baba. Sabi nya “Mamamatay na si Gerrom nagkukulot ka pa.” Ganon. Hahahahhaha. Kaya kasi ako nagkulot dahil may pupuntahan pa akong debut. Gulat ako nung makita ko sya sa labas kasama nina Daddy at ni Khel. Tas inabot nya sakin yung flowers, cake at yung gift. Nasurprise ako. Hahahahha lalo na sa itsura ng boyfriend ko, grabe mukhang gutom na gutom tas pawis na pawis. Hahahahahaha. Kaya pinauwi ko muna at nagbihis sya. Tapos pumunta syang debut ni Joyce, bestfriend ko din. Yun masaya naman yung birthday ko. 17 na yung age ko. Pang 12 years old pa din height ko. Tas pang 32 yung weight. Tanginuhhhhhhhh ahahahhahahahhahahahhaha. 

❝ She’s the girl that has a few best friends & doesn’t need anymore, the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. She’s the girl that will hang up on you, but then call you right back & say sorry. She’s the girl who will never leave your side when you need her, the girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up. She’s the girl who says she isn’t ticklish, but really is. She’s the girl who will not give up on you if she really believes in you. She’s the girl who believes in loving somebody forever. ❞

— She’s me 

Tea Leaves atm. Walang soc sci manunuod sana akong Rurouni Kenshin kaso 7 pm pa yung showing :(

I was once strong but all the pain keeps on filling me until it reached the top and now I have no strength to be the one I used to be. Look at me now, all I did was to apologize and get hurt. All I did was to sacrifice and then no one cared. All I did was to care but then I was misunderstood. How can I possibly bring back the strong one that I admired all my life.

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